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Beyond my family members in the infinite circle, I began to recognize the faces of those in the Great Multitude surrounding me. As mentioned before, the number of those around the throne was infinite.
And to my amazement and surprise, I recognized Mother Teresa in her Heavenly body. Before she had fallen asleep in death like my ancestors, she had become one of my chosen mentors, because she stood in opposition to war. She once said that she would not teach war, because from infancy forward that war was all she was taught in the form of checkers and chess and that someone had to win, and someone had to lose. As such, she would teach only Peace.
Next to Mother Teresa stood George Washington and Benjamin Franklin, both were leaders in the framing of the US Constitution that I admired because they too believed that we were all created equal.
Next to Franklin, stood William Shakespeare. Upon seeing him I realized in my mind that I did not understand what he meant when he said, “To be, or not to be, that is the question.” Without asking he spoke to my thoughts saying, not being is “Doing.” I then became to see why my past “Doing” was not being, because it was not only loving.
The gifts of God kept on coming because standing next to Shakespeare were both Einstein and Tesla. My background first as a telecommunications engineer, and as a chief scientist of enterprise architecture more aligned with them as a quantum physicist. They both believed and taught that the world was a “Hologram,” and that nothing therein was real, except for them, and now.
Then the unimaginable happened as I noticed Napoleon Bonaparte. I had already made one mistake by judging my uncle, yet for a second time, I spoke out of turn, saying the very same thing: “What is he doing here?”
The Holy Spirit quickly spoke again, saying,
“He is the Holy Child of God, like you!”
After responding, I realized I had made him this French Nobleman the “Pale Horsemen,” based on my own military experiences, and most of all based on my judgment.
The irony of the four Horsemen is that the four represent my exact genetic makeup being the mixed of the nations. For my great grandfathers on my dad’s lineage were both slave owners and of Irish and French descent respectively. And Ruby who is of both African and Indian descent matched that of my mother who was born on an Indian reservation in Sharon, California. Lastly my uncle Paul was black like me, and of mixed heritage like me.
For in my past, I had certainly judged all Irishman, Frenchman, Indian, and African as evil. Especially my white great grandfathers, and white men in general as not only evil but also unjust, without ever meeting them either. In my mind, I recognized all of my ancient hate that I had never forgiven.
Thankfully, before I could respond, another miracle occurred. In my mind, I was thinking about the book of Job, chapters 1 and 2, where Job meets with God in the presence of the devil. In speaking out of turn, I knew then in my heart that the Devil was but my own ego. For I knew that the meaning of the word devil means opposition to God, as were my beliefs and principles that I stood up and spoke out of turn in the presence of God. The Holy Spirit shined on my mind, and I was shown the lives of all 19 people I recognized in Heaven. I saw each of their lives concurrently, like a movie playing in fast-forward. Those 19 people included:
- All ten family members
- The two witnesses I knew on Earth
- All seven of the great multitude of lives, 19 lives in total
In the background, I could hear the words of Frank Sinatra’s song: “I did it my way.” Then the Holy Spirit spoke, saying,
“You can see everyone did it their own way, but that will never change the fact that they are children of God.”
In that instant, I saw myself, and the congregation before me as the prodigal son who lost his way and had returned home. I then had to approach both my uncle and Napoleon to seek forgiveness for the mistake of unjustly judging them as I had judged myself and the world. I spoke directly to both of their minds, saying the same as before, “Please forgive me for ever seeing you as anything other than a child of God.”
As soon as I forgave them, a floodgate of emotions opened in me like a confluence of emotions of God.
The Light of Love then shown in my mind as it entered the condition of peace to only consider love. In my heart, I knew I owed everyone in the world a debt of gratitude knowing I had judged every living thing erroneously as something it was not. At that instance flashes of light consumed me, like I was the Bright and Morning Star being born as each of God’s Thoughts converged altogether at once within my mind. Yes, all of His great Love, Peace, Joy, Gentleness, Generosity, Defenselessness, Tolerance, Patience, Faithfulness, and Open-mindedness consumed my every thought. No words can explain the Peace of God that follow as I recognized All God’s Thoughts had now “Joined” with me in my heart as His Children, His Love, and my own.
This world couldn’t contain the immense glory and blessing given to me for forgiving myself for the error I made in judging as sinful God’s creation and my heavenly family. I’ve been sent back from Heaven not only as a witness of God’s glorious Mercy but also His great Love without bounds or conditions of any kind. To give you the Good News of the Kingdom that God is Love, and Love is God. That God is you, and you are God. For as His eternal Thought you are an extension of Him, as are we all. Join with me in accepting your true identity given to us all by our Creator and Loving Heavenly Father.
